Ive been off all weekend and yesterday-today. I just wasn't in the mood to watch what I ate...I mean don't get me wrong I have been...but def not as good as the last few weeks. I was a little down this weekend and I am not sure if that is why I just didn't care...Life gets in the way sometimes...and you are like fuck it...who cares if I have a cookie...is someone going to get sick because of it? Is it going to make me that much fatter then I am right now? That's is what always gets to me. Its not that I am an emotional eater...cause I don't necessarily eat more then I should...its just that I eat what I shouldn't because who the fuck cares...
work has been hard too...food is always around. In and around the kitchen is something to tempt me. Monday and Friday we have bagels and muffins...I mean come on...and then once - twice a week there are left over food to be eaten...like Spaghetti and cookies...and what about the Rocky Road Ice cream waiting for me to taste its rich cold softness...especially with the whip cream and rainbow sprinkles on top.
So, I am trying and working my ass off to keep it on track...when I eat to much during the day...I just eat veggies for dinner...
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